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"My God, he got hot watching me," she thought. "He wants me!" She no longer wanted to chuckle. She knew all too well, the pain of unfulfilled sexual desire, and never had she gone out of her way to arouse men if she was not going to gratify them.
She fled indoors feeling ashamed of what she had done to Derek. "You're a wicked old woman, tormenting a boy like that," she told herself. "You must do something to make amends." But what could she do?
Martha puzzled over this for the rest of the afternoon, and this led on to further thoughts. "If I got him so worked up that he had to relieve himself, then he must have wanted to fuck me." Having for some time decided that no man, especially a young man, would want sex with her, she had great trouble in coming to terms with this thought.
